I Still Don’t Know

I still don’t know

Whether to live

Or to die

To believe

Or to deny

It’s hard to forgive

It’s harder not to try

Should I break the flow?

I still don’t know

And we carry on living

Here shines another sun

And we keep smiling

We say it’s just for fun

I still don’t know

Why some laugh

And others cry

Why some chase

And others hide

I’m too weak to resist

I search but never find

Will I ever say no?

I still don’t know

And we carry on living

Here shines another sun

And we keep smiling

We say it’s just for fun

Nothing is forbidden

Everyone’s forgiven

Tolerance is lost

And people are still laughing

Humanity’s under dust

But you are out there watching

Will corruption stop?

Will tears no more drop?

Will we break this flow?

I utterly still don’t know

And we carry on living

Here strikes another storm

And the world keeps smiling

There’s no content, only form.

* I wrote this over a decade ago when I was still a university student. I just thought it was the right time to share it with the world. I will be sharing more pieces in future blog posts. Meanwhile, let me know what you think in the comments section below 🙂